There will be things that you can see but you cannot have. Like cute monkeys a the zoo. There is only so much. I drank all my orange juice and now I only have ice cubes that are melting slowly. These ice cubes are not the same as the ones I had as a child. They seem to be engineered. I used to like ice cubes. Not anymore.
This place is getting crowded. I can only sit here staring at women in short shorts before the security guards start giving me the eye. I better head home. The longer I stay out the greater the chance of me being spotted by someone I know. They will want to know what I have been doing with my life, what kinda car I drive and to whom the bell tolls.
Nobody seems to be creating anything. This is the age of tablet computing. Everybody is reading second hand news like they watching CNN, on repeat. The dove of hope has begun its downward slope. I bought a kindle for my mom. I tried to use it in public but it distracted me from the act of watching people as they go about their business - which is ten times more fun.
owen answered: M.I.A. - Bad Girls
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2uYs0gJD-LE
What can I say its MIA. Still rocking it in the desert. I just saw this video a couple minutes ago but its from March 2012. Pure Gold. There is also a [url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m6-sNTOhYnU[caption]making of video[/url]. I top favourite videos just happen to have stunt cars in them, not sure why but its a total coincidence. ... read 11 more
Sometimes I wonder what life would like without car troubles. I bet the earth would be overrun by bicycles and monkeys. Monkeys that wear shoes. Live fast die young.
There is this new experience that I have had recently which involves sitting in a dark bus when someone pulls out a ipad. Its like someone is shining a flashlight into the corner of my eye at very close range. They flip through some old books that they want to read, bring up a random game before closing it when they release that they have seen it all before.
The difference between the things you have and the things in front of you is often a matter of taste and not necessarily a fact based in reality.
I did not do anything last weekend. I spent it re-playing a single stage in a video game and washing clothes that I should have washed 3 weeks ago. Diminishing returns. My usual grind would be to hammer away at a complicated problem in a side project that I have been working on for six months or more.
There is always a way. I will figure it out eventually or I will stop as soon as I start. There are moments in my life just between the moment I wake up and the point I go to sleep; where everything that is happening has absolutely nothing to do with me. These are perfect moments. You won't achieve everything you set out to do. Sometimes there is too much static.
It is interesting how when I meet old classmates they ask me if I still have "owensoft". It is almost as if I got pregnant in high school and I became THAT GIRL with the belly. I am running out of clever answers. Maybe it is my fault. Maybe I should have participated in more club activities. Eat my eggs in one basket. Been a little bit taller - I could have been a baller.
