written by DLBG on 2008-Feb-12.
Iâ€™ve been addicted to you, it seems like forever. As each day passes I fill it with soporific activities designed not to let me forget but just to keep going. From time to time I actually feel released from your grasp. But every now and again you creep up into my sleep and into my being. What can I do to shed this pain. I saw the end before it began, pretty much I suppose when you go on a roller coaster you know the thrill will be for so long and no more. No one actually lives on the roller coaster so you couldnâ€™t expect to stay forever; itâ€™s only a temporary state of excitement. There comes a time when you know you have to go home.
What surprises me more is that I am my own demon; it seems I stole your soul, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? No, you had your time to save us both.
But I wonâ€™t let you go even though itâ€™s over, you changed my life my very being and now my DNA is infused with yours. Each year passes only helps me to linger, but that doesnâ€™t help because it doesnâ€™t change anything except my broken dreams. My spirit lives on to try and give a normal smile and only time sees my pain.
And I still hold your hand in mine, when I'm asleep. And I will bear my soul in time.
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Remember us and all we used to be
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Now I'm so hollow
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1. causing or tending to cause sleep.
2. pertaining to or characterized by sleep or sleepiness; sleepy; drowsy.
3. something that causes sleep, as a medicine or drug.
Wait, Owen is a playa!
Owen, (if its Owen you write this 'bout, DLBG) mind say you mek a mistake, you know! She intelligent as well as good looking.
by mad bull 2008-Feb-14
I think her stock of "reality" pills ran out. No she definately wrote/plagiarized it herself.
by owen 2008-Feb-15
without reality pills she's better off than many
by Gods Child 2008-Feb-15
Ok we need to send DLBG to rehab! Theres a cheap one in Kentyre in Kingston, near National Bakery or behind CWJ.
by Tami 2008-Feb-16
How cheap is cheap? How do you know about it? Is Kentyre a safe place?
by mad bull 2008-Feb-17
It's probably a bar or something.
best way to kick a habit is to get a new one.
by Gods Child 2008-Feb-20