Maybe I am amazed
written by owen, published 2023-May-13, comment
I am just here chilling getting old along with everyone else. I have no idea what tomorrow may bring. I just hope for the best while I consider if this is the best point in time to go to the microwave to heat my food. Or should I wait another minute. Is there ever a right time? There is never a right time. Time is a constant battle even though I consume it like train with no breaks.
We will not know what is keeping you up all night unless you tell us. It is best you pray heaven can stop you before you fall into a life of crime. Another doctor's bill, a lawyer's bill. Another cute cheap thrill. Everything is as it should. You have got to enjoy the ride. I keep saying this because I mean it. I might forget to say it when I meet you which is why I write it down because I cannot ride and whistle.
Some things come with time. You can only be at one place at a time so it puts certain constraints on what you can know. Or what you can experience. Your view of the world is limited to the space you can inhibit. Though you may be several places and experience alot over the span of time you invariably "end up" at one place. A shifting and continuous place that is in the now. The ever present. The glimmer of the past in the back of your head is only that.