written by owen on 2024-Nov-21.

Things that come easy are often only easy for some people and other people cannot see the effort behind the task.  This is fine.  The problem is when you  seek constructive feedback when everyone thinks that you will take it badly.  I think people are being converted into marketing billboards.  You can see that I am really trying to stop and write my thoughts down as I did in the past.  Memories don't live like people do.  But I guess I will see you when we get there.

I often feel like I have lived this life before.  Sometimes you don't have to feel the cold to know that it is real.  Trust me bro I believe you, good luck with that.  Sometimes you are not finding solutions, you are just shifting problems around.  You are directing your attention to the wrong thing.  You cannot understand because it is just how you are and it is ok.  It is as they say; you never really understand until its over.

Other than that which we give away for free we are nothing but the sum of our parts.  The more you realise that some people (probably everyone) lives in their own private/public hell.  The more you understand why they feel lonely and would want have company.    Because humans are communal beings.  When you are not aware of the hell in which you live and that you just want company from people who are trying to avoid that hell then you are kinda stuck going in circles.

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