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Logbook, page 48

Odes to my coy mistress. Metaphysical poetry updated weekly. New entry

Cinema

written by owen, published 2013-Mar-21, comment

In life there are things that matter and things that u just do to past the time. It makes no sense to argue insignificant details in a crowd full shepherds. It is better to just eat your grass and move on to the next pasture. If the eating is good just chew it down until you are full. Why get riled up because of all the flowers in the way. If you are going to do something - just do it. We're up all night to get lucky.

Two birds in the bushes is worth one in the hand. Tried eating lunch in a car in the office parking lot today, it is a weird feeling. I hope no one passes and sees me in here - next time I should find a better parking spot which is less conspicuous. I wish it would rain, wash away the time that I will waste trying to not drop cheese on my shirt.

Rise to the occasion. All that work over so much time. If I think too hard I might lose my mind. Driving in the traffic in the evening can be pretty stressful when you have idiots driving slow in the fast lane and people chatting on the cellphones like somebody is teaching them to drive via voice instructions.

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Genesis

written by owen, published 2013-Jan-27, comment

Sometimes I will be so stressed out that I almost get a headache from things I cannot control. Usually I take lots of naps to reset my brain when it becomes congested with too many questions. Simple things turn into 5 day fix-a-thons from hell. He said; "girl you better try to have fun no matter what you do", but he's a fool. Cause nothing compares.

So its another year. You either learn from your mistakes or you are doomed to repeat them. Least you can do is have a good time. Live fast die young. Shift gear automatic. Fly like paper.

What to do. What to do. I wonder what kinda problems monkeys have in the jungle. I doubt they are waiting for the winter to come around so that they can get the new playstation. Or the next season of a hit television show that had a cliff hanger ending.

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Heads will roll

written by owen, published 2013-Jan-22, comment

You only have to spend a half an hour in front of the post office with pensioners before you get hungry and you have to move on the higher ground. Life is about knowing when is a good time to idle and when to just drink until you pass out.

If you ask the question; why is everyone here you might as well ask why you also here because all possible answers are equally valid. A better question to ask is whether there is a better place to be? If the answer is yes then why aren't you there? As a matter of fact why isn't everyone there?

Everything is clearer when you have a single goal in mind. Everything else is just passing time. If you ask me a question I will always have an answer. My brain goes tick tick. Its a curse and a blessing. I will only avoid the black hole of uncertainty if I see it coming towards me. Everything gets clear with time and effort.

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Skyfall

written by owen, published 2013-Jan-12, comment

If the fries are too hot there is no reason to keep eating them - simply leave them alone. Why would you boil tea only to cool it again? Its a survival tactic. The pain surges deep into my soul. Blood clot. Atoms cling together torn apart. Nuclear. Around and around spiral of life and death.

There are things that I most likely will never be able to explain to you. False flags. Conspiracies. Mass media. The pretty girl in high school that you never spoke to. Dreams. Cranberries. We live in a glass house filled with big batty women is a trouble to a man. 149.

Aww yes. It makes sense now. The math teacher back in high school was only giving me trouble because she did not want me to run off to a deserted beach to live like a cast away. Nothing but the sun, sand and coconuts. Build a tree house, traps and a tower for my solar powered dvd player.

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Blue Eyes

written by owen, published 2012-Dec-28, comment

There will be things that you can see but you cannot have. Like cute monkeys a the zoo. There is only so much. I drank all my orange juice and now I only have ice cubes that are melting slowly. These ice cubes are not the same as the ones I had as a child. They seem to be engineered. I used to like ice cubes. Not anymore.

This place is getting crowded. I can only sit here staring at women in short shorts before the security guards start giving me the eye. I better head home. The longer I stay out the greater the chance of me being spotted by someone I know. They will want to know what I have been doing with my life, what kinda car I drive and to whom the bell tolls.

Nobody seems to be creating anything. This is the age of tablet computing. Everybody is reading second hand news like they watching CNN, on repeat. The dove of hope has begun its downward slope. I bought a kindle for my mom. I tried to use it in public but it distracted me from the act of watching people as they go about their business - which is ten times more fun.

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Tami commented: Kindle distracting you from your stalker behaviour might be a good thing. ... read 2 more