My main goal in life is to understand myself, monkeys and everything. I must understand why I prefer ripe plantains over green plantains. Why elephants in africa are more dangerous than monkeys. Why people complain about things that other people like. Cognitive dissonance. Its a bittersweet symphony. Then you die.
In everything you love there are millions of other things that need loving but physics rules us all. Often times the journey is sweeter than the destination. Its better to be heading towards a happy place than to be there already. Because usually you are never truly there. Its hard for me to explain. Its similar to how monkeys throw poo - it is the thought that counts.
The more I understand my own motivations - the more I understand other people and the less time I spend doing the same things on repeat like a slave on minimum wage. If you sit still and watch people long enough they will walk around in circles, squares and rectangles. If it makes you happy why you so sad? At the end of the day our superstitions and our personal bias protect us from ourselves.
mad bull commented: in everything you love, there are millions of other things that need loving, but physics rules us all. a deep an fundamental truth. My next bbm status. Whats your pin.? ... read 5 more
One thing that is certain about life is that physics will bring us together. Two MCs cannot occupy the same space at the same time. I just want to sell a million, mini cooper s, gamecube nintendo. Like girls in short shorts when the summer hot.
The only way you going get nuff girls is to be a conducta. Something has got to give. Stay focused. Pussy run everything. The things that you are most afraid of are happening everyday and the world will keep turning even if you think this one thing is super important. In reality, everything is happening at the same time, there is no future - all we have is now. Stop giving me crosses to bare.
Sitting on public transport gives you a lot of time to think. Especially while watching this guy putting up the letters for the new movies showing in Carib 5 - MOST ANNOYING JOB THAT I HAVE EVER WITNESSED. Its like pulling teeth with a straw. He stands on a 12 foot ladder and uses a 7 foot pole with a suction tip. My arms hurt just watching.
Ayo commented: Lol ... I had to read this twice .. like the disjined nature of your thoughts ... would hate to have that job but someone's got to do it! ... read 6 more
I fear that if I donot write something now I will keep putting it off until I have both the inspiration AND the time. Which at the going rate may never happen, almost like i am running across a mine field which in itself is running across me. I must have had 5 topics to write about in the past weeks since my last confession but either I have forgotten them all or they have been filed to a part of my mind on which I have not paid the power bill.
I lent my older brother 2 of my music CDs the other day - actually it was 2 weeks ago. When he finally returned it, the cases were cracked and warped. One case had a spot that looked that somebody was rubbing a steel wool against it. Now I don't have all than many cds, I have collected/stolen about 26 in the past 12 years. I try to not break them or scratch them up but as they say; hell is other people. So no my latest obsession is finding new cases to replace the scratched up cases that I currently have. Those cases are not easy to find, especially since they invented those new thin cases that have no space for a back label. Annoyed!
There is always the classic problem of being too young, too sexy too fast. not to mention; nowadays everything is designed to keep you sucking on the left tit of society forever like a baby that can never grow up. Forever young. Its the new form of slavery. It has all been done before. This is why we cannot have nice things.
Gods Child commented: what if you kept them in a soft-sided case/portfolio and put up the jewel cases.
Also, I did not know you had a brother. ... read more
I have no luck when it comes to music Cds. The last store at which I bought random used cheap Cds suddenly decided to close down and turn into a vegan food store. All the Cds were gone over night as if a great big whale had swallowed them. I was left without a source to satisfy my need for pre-recorded song and dance. Earth, wind and fire. The only thing I don't really care for is Rnb and Gospel but everything else is fair game. All this lead up to last friday when my local big-supermarket decided to start selling thier Cds stock at 2 for 1. I picked up 4 Cds. Luckily I got to choose the ones I wanted since I was at the scene of the crime. They were taping all the mixed compilation Cds with Rnb Cds which is an act of pure blasphemy.
Time is one of those things you have to live in the moment. You are either there or you are standing at the corner of the road wishing you were there. Once an event has pasted then the only real event that matters is the event you are doing now. Because in a couple years you will wish that you were back here doing what you are doing now except you aren't doing anything but remember the past. So if you are idle and waiting for something to happen its best not to spend too much time thinking of past but instead spend sometime planning for the future.
I really need to get back into the habit of writing. I have been slacking off lately (yet still) too much time working and I want to make sure I have enough usable content for the point in the future when I start doing stand up poetry for living. Someday in the future people will be acting them out on Broadway. Take a walk on the wild side. Its my fall back plan in case all the world goes into consumerist slavery. I would make more than I consume and the balance would be restored. Now you do.
Tami commented: Pharmacies and Supermarkets have taken over CD selling. CD's are clearly on their way out. What will you do when CD's become the next floppy disks? ... read 1 more
I have been slacking off laterly. Its not my fault. I went to Barbados and I survived, watched cricket the way it should be watched and had the best cheese cake, I ever ate, in my life. I also had a birthday recently. It appears that when you have been young for so long getting old is kinda annoying. Operator please.
It is impossible to live without personal bias. Even the most dignified individual will lean to one side or the other or flip flop between opinions like a fish out of water. The more you look at something the greater the chance your brain will average out the situation as being not as bad as getting hit by a truck or a elephant. I imagine elephants hit really hard when they get up to speed.
No matter how deep in the forest you hide there are always people watching you and figuring how they can build a shopping mall in your favourite nook. I just can't get no satisfaction. My favourite parking spot got delegated to being the new car wash location - hell is other people. I walked into the bathroom and the resident micro-manager felt that my using the wrong bathroom was some how cutting in to his toilet paper budget - seriously? dude - seriously? Your Audi not making you happy enough?