Metal Heart

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written by owen on 2009-Jan-16.

Wow its 2009, I know I'm late on the uptake. It just takes a longer time for it to hit me - like 15 days or so. What day is it today? It has been 1 month and 15 days since my last entry. For me a new year is like a recurrent herpes outbreak. Its a chance to get caught doing all the things you successfully avoided last year. Something is wrong in that sentence - I know. All the birthdays you forgot last year will be your undoing this year. They'll be waiting, watching from the shadows, ready to pounce on you like a Tax man. Death and Taxes.

I could bore you with the things I learned last year, the people I've come to hate, all the chicken, fish and cows that died so that I can live, California dreaming and so on and so forth, keeping it retro, whatever. I will listen, you talk. I'm sure we've been through this before. My reply is Yes, Yes, No, Maybe, Yes, No.

This year, I have vowed to be an overall more positive person. No longer the miserable harbinger of doom, overseer of the gates of hades, a shadow boxer waiting for you to make your move. I will pat you on the head, and promise you that everything will be all right. We are going to be good friends.

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  1. Don't worry about the dead animals, death is just an upgrade.

    by mad bull 2009-Jan-17 

  2. so Jayz was right? life is really just a dream that we don't want to wake up from? [trouble]

    by owen 2009-Jan-23 

  3. Yay!....Owen and I are going to be friends.........I am sooooo excited! [confident]

    by Jamila 2009-Jan-17 

  4. Whoop di do. You? More positive? Waiting.

    by Tami 2009-Jan-18 

  5. ye of little faith [sorry]

    by owen 2009-Jan-20 

  6. I know you too long to expect anything to work otherwise.

    by Tami 2009-Jan-21 

  7. sticks and stones tami, sticks and stones

    by owen 2009-Jan-21 

  8. hahahaha... interestingly enough that seems to be everyone's plan. Ah well... it's a good one nonetheless.

    by Tami Tami 2009-Feb-03