written by owen on 2018-Feb-09.
The world is filled with so much wonder that there is no real way to appreciate it all. There is just too much, too many worlds. There is no way to experience it all. Some times you just have to sit back and let it all pass you by or the fear of missing out will hold you hostage forever. All you can really do is try to play your little part in this whole mess of a world. So that at the end of the day you can pull a clean sheet of paper out of your pocket and write down all you have achieved and all you have seen.
I am hesitant when it comes to certain things. My life is not a destination which I hope to reach. I avoid spending more than I earn. I try not to waste limited resources. I go to great lengths to avoid choas and uncertainty. I have seen the edge of the cliff, the rocks below and the sky above with no parachute. I am not scrolling now a list of old videos. The time is now. I must make new stuff. I must be wiser than I was yesterday. What does it profit a man to gain the world but lose his own soul?
There are some things that are obvious traps like standing in short grass in a wide field. Whether you know it or not you only have your self to blame if you fall into them without reading the manual or at least preparing yourself for the pain that will certainly come along. The best you can do is take each day as it comes and try not to kill anybody while you barrel down the road of life at a 100 miles an hour. We are all stars now, in the dope show.